Monday, December 13, 2010

Tender Mercies Remind Me of The Miracle


"Somedays we forget to look around us.  Somedays we can't see the joy that surrounds us.  So caught up inside ourselves, we take when we should give....It's up to us to be the change. And even though we all can still do more, there's so much to be thankful for."
–Josh Groban, Thankful

I am overwhelmed with how much my Heavenly Father and His Son love me.  As I said in my last post, these few months are truly my favorite time of year.  The more I stay in tune with the Spirit and do what I'm doing, I recognize the tender mercies the Lord places in my life every single day.  Whether it's getting asked out by a boy I like, or nailing a singing performance when I was worried I'd bomb it, or getting A's on assignments on tests and papers when I have been doing a balancing act with three jobs and full-time school, God's hand is in my life every day.  The more we learn to recognize that these aren't merely coincidences, the more love and joy we feel for life around us.  I am surrounded by so much beauty.  I have an amazing mother who I talk to almost every day, sisters, friends, and roommates who care about me, an incredible place in the best choir I have ever sung in, a healthy body that can run and run, and most of all, a membership in the only true Church on this earth, a Gospel of peace and joy that helps me stay on the path that leads me back to my Heavenly Father.

How do I know how to be good?  Heavenly Father sent His Son, Jesus Christ, to live on earth and be an example to us.  His life was a miracle.  He was perfect.  From birth to death He demonstrated faith, humility, selflessness, and obedience.

He suffered pains and afflictions worse than death so that we would have a way to overcome our "natural man" and become the celestial, exalted beings we were meant to be. I love my Savior. I love my Heavenly Father.   "There's so much to be thankful for," and this Christmas season I won't be forgetting that.

Friday, October 15, 2010

This is Halloween

Ooh, October, my FAVORITE time of year.  I love the changing leaves, the cooler air, and.... Halloween!  

October brings out the artist in me.  My poetic, nostalgic side shows up ("Wait Rycee. Aren't you always emotional?" Yeah yeah...) and I begin spewing deep thoughts and craving contemplation time.  I picked up the piano and guitar again and it feels great.  There has always been one prominent musician that inspired me; the first was Vanessa Carlton, where I learned "A Thousand Miles" and played it everywhere.  Then Taylor Swift came into my life, affecting me so much I learned the guitar hoping to play her songs, and I even named my pink Daisy Rock after her.
I was so obsessed that I performed her song after playing the guitar for only two months.  T-Swift faded fast because I found nothing new, unique, or realistic about her songs.  I started writing a lot of my own music, and now I like Sara Bareilles.  I love her cover of "Single Ladies", which is a lot harder to play and sing than she makes it look!  Last Monday, I discovered "Gravity" for the first time, and I have listened to it at dozens of times since.  I love loaded lyrics.  None of the kissing in the rain, I'm-ugly-and-you-don't-notice-me-at-school stuff.  Maybe I'm growing up.

October is also one of–if not THE–best months for running.  Monday night I hit a new PR: 9 miles, which is more than I did even when I was on a private cross-country team back in my pre-teens.  We just studied addictions in my Motivation class, and there was an entire section on exercise and running addictions.  I certainly know all about a Runner's High (I felt it all day Tuesday).  Almost everyone I ran with that night listened to their iPod, and I just couldn't understand it.  I love running for the chance it gives me to clear my mind, focus on breathing, and listen to my body.  It's my meditation.  What do other people think about while running/biking/exercising?  My New Year's Resolution was to run a half marathon by the end of 2010, and I'm proud to announce that I've run approx. 112 miles since I set that goal.  Slow start but I'm making progress!

Finally, October is fantastic because of The Best Decorating Holiday of the Year, Halloween.  Mom just emailed my sisters and me all the pictures from previous years of Halloween.  They are so fun I'm going to put some favorites up.

About 4 months old (I can't believe how chubby I was)

1992: Clown (And yes, Randi was "Grapes.")

Age 4: Raggedy Ann

The other two Minnie Mouses (Mice?) Ages 5 and 17:

Age 6: Cowgirl

1997: Randi and I were 50s girls (look at those bangs...)

6th grade: Dead Cheerleader. I hated cheerleaders so this made me happy.

7th grade: Pippi Longstocking.  Those braids were dangerous...

8th grade: Cleopatra. When I went to school none of my friends recognized me.

I was always proud to come to school and know that my costume was unique.  Thanks, Mom!  Some other years I was the Statue of Liberty, Cinderella, "Blue," and Dorothy.  What am I going to dress up as this year?  I'm leaning towards something now.  I'll give you a hint, it's a character from one of my favorite movies (there are 20 to choose from, good luck!).  And it's NOT a cartoon character!  Happy guessing!  Is anyone else dressing up?   What are some embarrassing or funny costumes you remember dressing up in?  

Thursday, September 16, 2010

The Lactose Challenge

I've been struggling with digestive issues for as long as I can remember.  Indigestion and a whole laundry list of symptoms finally did me in and I went to see a doctor about it.  He told me to cut back (a.k.a STOP eating) tomato-based foods, chocolate, citrus, and oh did I mention CHOCOLATE (?!).

 


He gave me a prescription and referred me to a stomach specialist; however, before I have my rendezvous with Dr. Tummy, I have to do the Lactose Challenge:

7 days, NO dairy.  


Then after that long, arduous week is over, I have to sit and drink two full glasses of milk at once "and see what happens."  See what happens??? Uh, Doctor, should I be anticipating a 16-ounce lactose puke?  I really have no idea what to expect, but that day seems horizons away.  I can't conceive of a day without milk, yogurt, cheese, ice cream, butter, or any other food product with milk in it. 


I'm going to turn the time now to Miss Gratitude, who will list all the things she is grateful for in this new situation.
1. I will soon find out if, for the last 20 years of my life, I've been Lactose intolerant.  Self awareness is always a good thing.
2. At my appointment in two weeks, I'll at least find out something, and soon all the symptoms I've been swallowing down for years will vanish.
3. Thank GOODNESS I like soy milk.  I think I'd rather [insert painful task here] than go a week without cereal. 


I think I might need a support group.  Is there an AA version of PLIA? (You know, Potentially Lactose Intolerants Anonymous)

To those of you who have done this for your whole life and not just a week, I salute you.  I'm still trying to figure out what is considered dairy.  Here goes Day #1!

Friday, September 10, 2010

Back to School

I was terrified to start classes again this fall.  After going to school year-round for 3 years, I got really burned out last April and couldn't imagine sitting and being lectured again.  Being in Europe really helped, and this summer I enjoyed just working and answering to no one but myself (oh, and my bosses).

I moved into my new place last month, and can I just say that I LOVE it?!  Here's why:

1.  I have my own bedroom for the first time at BYU.  There is so much space that it's overwhelming; I have no idea what to do with it all.  I love being able to go to bed early, listen to music without headphones, and dance like a crazy person when no one is watching (which is always!).

2.  I share the condo with only two (2) other girls, which means shelf and fridge space.  I went home to Mom's Labor Day weekend (by the way, she's doing GREAT!  She has more energy than I do!)  and did some serious grocery shopping.  I stocked up on seasonings, baking ingredients, pasta, soup, and of course cereal.  It's safe to say I'm set for the next few months.  I can't wait to put my new, $6 Crockpot to work!

3.  Washer and Dryer less than 10 feet away from my bedroom.  Although I learned that I have enough clothes to get me through a month before bringing them home to wash, it's nice to be able to clean my bedding and towels every week.

4.  Most of the time, I will have a guaranteed, covered parking spot.  Escaping an entire winter of scraping snow and ice off my car??  What a dream.

5. I'm SO much closer to campus now.  No more long walks and traffic!

I have amazing roommates, and coming home after a 10-hour day on campus is finally a peaceful, unwinding time to look forward to.  Conclusion? This place is going to make me high maintenance. Yay for housing upgrades!

I am still working at the bowling alley and finishing up Joseph Smith Papyri research, in addition to being a T.A. for Early Childhood Developmental Psychology.  I'm also taking Doctrine and Covenants, Motivation Psychology, Personal Finance (where I'm learning a lot of things about money), and Basic Conducting.  However, the highlight of my entire school year is making Concert Choir!!!

My freshman year at BYU I went to a combined choir concert, and saw this lovely group come out
 ...and I decided then and there, this is the choir for me!  Now I've reached my goal and I'm quite happy.  The bad news?  I've spent my first week in concert choir sitting on stage listening.  I came down with an awful throat infection Sunday and it's really discouraging.  I'm just grateful that it didn't happen during callbacks last week.  Our first performance (and I plan to be there) is Tuesday at 11am, where we sing at devotional. Don't miss it!!

Anyway, I could do with another three months of 80-90 degree weather.  Here comes cold.

I will leave you with my current favorite Youtube video. Sweet dreams, everyone!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

One Month Later

Sometimes I still find it hard to believe I was in Europe last month. I still feel like I could just head out the door and go on a walk to my favorite gelato shop.  I expect to look out the window and see double-decker red buses

...and I don't.  I definitely struggle to figure out which way to look when crossing the street.

My beloved cousin/Siamese twin is doing a study abroad in England now, and I am nostalgic!  I especially miss Sweden. Shout out to the Helgessons...you're the neatest family I've ever stayed with!
I still can't bring myself to buy an American candy bar.  Speaking of which...  

I finally lost all the British-chocolate-and-pastries weight I had gained there.  As much as I love souveneirs, I could do without those pounds.  I get to see my sisters soon and give them the fun presents I gave them. I wear my London shirts with pride. Queen Elizabeth II is my new favorite celebrity. 

How do you follow a vacation Vigorous Study Program like that?  Well, summer has been pretty awesome.  I'm still 100% burned out with school and am not looking forward to taking classes again –yet.  I love just working and going swimming or going running whenever I please. And reading! I've read so many books already this summer and I'm constantly hungry for more.  Right now I'm reading The Infinite Atonement by Tad R. Callister, a break from my typical novel.  The summer has been full with family reunions
A wild rodeo with Gabe (my first rodeo)
Birthdays......well, maybe just my birthday. But it was a great one!!  I am really good at helping my mom cook in the kitchen.
Okay, I should probably stick to blowing out candles.  20 candles is a LOT more than 19. Just saying....
Another highlight of my summer....Mom is done with treatments! No more chemo, no more radiation. One surgery left, and a crummy chemo pill she has to take every day for the next 5 years!  But we're so grateful she is happy and healthy. My mom is amazing.  In case you are wondering how she made the delicious cake pictured above, I documented the process with pictures.  Comment if you want me to share!
This summer would not be complete without missionary homecomings, crazy late-night movie girl dates, midnight breakfast escapades with coworkers, and visits from friends in Cali!!!! 
Thank you, sun, for returning my skin to its rightful –tan– pigment. And thank you, 95 degree weather. I'd forgotten how to sweat.

Monday, June 14, 2010

The End of My Love Affair

It's safe to say I went out with a bang!  Here is a recap of the final week.

Our trip to Cambridge Tuesday was wonderful.  I hurried over to the open market and got Thai food again.  While we were under the tarp it started pouring rain.  We have lucked out with perfect weather almost the entire trip until it rained these last few days. We figure England was just crying because we were leaving. Then we had the privilege of meeting John Rutter, who talked to us for an hour about choral music and the dynamics of Cambridge choirs. He is a very funny man!  We went to King's College rehearsal and Evensong, and then we dashed over to another evensong at another college.

Wednesday we had a special guest visit our class, Gabriel Crouch (who I keep accidentally wanting to call Barty Crouch).  He is a former King's Singer and has a magnificent voice.  At the end of class we all sang together, "There'll Always Be an England."  That afternoon we went to the Natural History Museum, and I loved it.  We saw dinosaurs,
A lifesize replica of a blue whale,
and tons of other animals. 
The museum also had gems, astronomy, and fish.  The best part of Wednesday is what we did that night:
We saw Swan Lake at the Royal Albert Hall (a three-minute walk from where we stayed).
It was a magnificent ballet. I miss the year or so I had of ballet training and wish that I had decided to be a girl much earlier in life so I could have developed grace.  That night I got an early start on packing, which I was grateful for later.

Thursday = last day, and we had the whole day to ourselves.  Christiana and I went to Borough market and had our favorite fish and chips. We walked through the market and got the cinnamon-dusted, chocolate-covered hazelnuts and almonds.  Cebre joined us in the afternoon for central London. We did some last-minute shopping in Leicester Square and stopped at Haagen-Daas for Pomegranate, White Peach, and Orange Sorbet (best flavor ever!).  Then we hopped back on the tube and went to the British Museum.  It is massive!  We saw Cleopatra, all mummified.  I was excited to see the real Egyptian papyri. It made me really anxious to get back to my job (the research work). I don't have the pictures from this day yet.  

From the British Museum we went to the Royal Festival Hall and heard the Philharmonia Orchestra play Brahms' Violin Concerto and Berlioz's Symphonie Fantastique.   The latter blew my mind.  The story of the character and his mental and emotional progression is so evident in the 5 movements.You don't have to be a music geek to appreciate the music.  The orchestra was very high class and advanced.  

That night we all said our goodbyes, and I got about 3.5 hours of sleep. It was a rough journey to the airport but we finally made it with time to spare.  Christiana and I both got window seats for the flight to Amsterdam.  An older couple sat next to me.  I began a new book, and before I knew it I was dozing off, but strangely every time I hit the apex of unconsciousness, I'd jerk awake for no reason.  My body flat out refuses to sleep on a plane!  About halfway through the 45-minute flight I heard rustling around me.  "Would you like a sandwich?"  The attendant asked me.  Would I? "Uh....sure."  The "sandwich" was similar to a roll with cheese. The roll was a dark brown, seedy, bitter bread. I couldn't decide which tasted worse, the bread or the mushy cheesy substance inside. I convinced myself that it was authentic Dutch food. When we landed, the woman next to me asked where I was headed. I told her and she replied, "All the way to Salt Lake City? And this is supposed to be a good way to get there?"  I explained that it was cheaper.  She asked me what I'm doing in Utah, and I told her I go to school at Brigham Young University and I was on a study abroad in London for music. "Oh, singing?"  How did she know?  Reading my thoughts, she said, "Do you know how I can tell?  Your voice.  Singers have such beautiful speaking voices because they are trained."  I had never heard that before.  She told me they had just come from visiting her mother in London, who was 101!  A pause, and then, "So are you going to serve a mission?"  I told her I would love to, but I still have to wait a year before I can go.  She asked if I get to choose where I go, and I briefly explained how apostles call missionaries.  I told her my sister served a mission in Madrid, Spain.  She explained that they had some Mormon friends and went to a wedding once "Well, not a wedding obviously because it was in the temple but we went to the reception afterward."  It was so fantastic to be able to talk about the Gospel with someone.  That has been my favorite part of this trip.  So many Europeans have not heard the ridiculous rumors about Mormons, so it's like a blank slate being able to tell them who we are without having to answer questions about having horns and worshipping the devil or whatnot.  I have such enthusiasm and zeal; every time we encounter someone and even so much as mention the Mormon Tabernacle Choir, I get really excited and say, "We just planted a seed!!" 

I enjoyed our layover in Amsterdam and did some touristy shopping.  Boarding wasn't fun.  We had to go through security again and this time we were patted down.  Call it immature but I felt violated. I though only suspicious people have to get patted down anymore!  However, I was extremely grateful for the caution they took and the scrutiny of our personal lives.  It made me feel just a bit safer about America.  The 9-hour flight from Amsterdam to Detroit was the most luxurious I've had.  They fed us an amazing dinner and another snack later, pizza and ice cream!  It was gourmet pizza too.  We had unlimited access to movies, and I finished the book I started that morning. Even the complementary blankets were nicer than usual. Thanks, Delta!

At Detroit we had to go through customs AGAIN, recheck in our luggage, and go through security.  I was getting really tired of being a foreigner.  The four-hour flight to SLC was less comfy, but we arrived at 9:15pm, got our luggage, and mom picked me up.  It was so nice to sleep in my own bed. 

5 weeks in London was the perfect vacation and experience.  I learned a lot and gained confidence in my independence.  Who knows where my wings will take me next!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

There is Castle on a Cloud...

Sunday we took a day trip to Windsor Castle.  A real castle!

We didn't take the tour since it cost £15 (about $23).  

But we hung around the beautiful building, people-watching and relaxing.  Some in our group went on a walk or boat ride. 

We weren't alone, the Queen was there! Well, she is every weekend. It's the Windsor castle. She's part of the Windsor line. 

At 5pm, we queued (lined up) for Evensong in the St. George's Chapel. This was the one time we got to enter castle grounds.  We felt pretty special.  This was one of my favorite evensong services of the trip.  The chapel was beautiful and the choir was fantastic.  For the second (New Testament) lesson, the priest taught the parable of the sower, which I studied in class this past semester.  It was interesting to listen to it again and learn about all the types of people who accept/reject the word of God.

Monday we had class with Simon Berridge, a member of Harry Cristophers' Sixteen.  He is also a converted Latter-day Saint, so we asked him questions about how he balances his faith with singing Anglican music and being involved in choirs in England.  We also got to sing, which was unbelievably refreshing.  We have hardly sung on this study abroad, and that has been the greatest disappointment. We pulled out a few pieces and he coached us and taught us a few things.

Today (Tuesday) we are taking another day trip to Cambridge. I can't believe there are only a few days left of this trip.  I am definitely going to live them up.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

B.O.C.I.A.R.

B. Blues Bar
Monday night some of us went to a Blues Bar on our day off.

It just so happened to be open mic, so Jonnie signed up with Julien, a new friend we made at the bar.  The music was fantastic, and it got even better when the two boys went up.  I really loved the atmosphere of the place.


O: Opera.
Wednesday night we went to Tosca at the ENO,  and I loved it, although it was depressing. Operas are super dramatic. When I had unrequited love at age 13, I'm sure I would have related much more to the characters.  Now I just sighed and rolled my eyes thinking, "Relax!"  Haha really, it was beautiful.  The singers were incredible, the orchestra magnificent, and the story intriguing to follow....after the first act.  The story is about Mario and Tosca, two lovers.  With some bad luck, Mario is arrested, and to prevent him from dying Tosca must give herself to slimeball Scarpia.  Well, the third act is full of surprises, and let's just say it's not sunshine and butterflies.

C: Canterbury.
Thursday we took a day trip to Canterbury.  I've been in lots of cathedrals this trip, but this was one of my favorites.  It was massive and full of history.  We attended eucharist there that evening, and Christiana and I went up and received a blessing.  It was a neat experience participating in the service.



We got lunch and did some shopping around as well.  I finally got to eat one of these: - click the link. They don't have them in America. They are fantastic!  And Randi, they are now £1.09.  Then we had another punting experience.  It was more quiet and relaxing.

I love this picture.  The willow tree, the sun rays, the bridge....breathtaking.

We also saw the ruins of St. Augustine's Abbey.  It was a really good day trip!

I. Imperial War Museum
In light of studying the the World Wars, we went to a museum Friday after class.  When you first walk in it looks like it will be a crummy museum (wow, three planes and a few tanks, cool...). The place was loaded with exhibits and plenty of things to look at. I feel I hardly scraped the edge of what I could do, so I vowed to go back when I return to Europe.



A.bbey R.oad

By George said Paul as he sat on the John, where did my Ringo?  Today, I walked barefoot across Abbey Road, McCartney style.  I like this shot because of the double decker bus.  And I'm barefoot.

We also skipped across

Here's the winning shot.

It was a highlight.  And it was free!   Haha there are plenty of free things to do in London.


We relaxed outside the tube station and purchased some memorabilia. 



After this epic experience, we went to Covent Gardens to some really cool open markets. I LOVE open markets. You can always find unique, antique, and homemade things you couldn't find elsewhere.  My lunch was fantastic.  I got a crepe with turkey, spinach, cheddar, and cranberries!  It was from this place:

If you want to market to Rycee, definitely use pink and black polka-dotted decorations.  

Tonight we are going to another concert at Cadogan Hall.  I can't believe I will be back in Utah a week from today. Phooey!